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7/31/2010

Back to pretending

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I'm trying to think of something else,
Trying not to be sad.
I'm trying to hold back my tears,
I just want all the pain to dissapear.
Cus i can't stand it anymore,
All the emotions.
Don't wanna feel it anymore,
Just wanna forget.

Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.

I'm sitting on a plane to where i live,
But that is not my home.
Cus even tho i live there i know it's not where i belong.
It's not where my best friends live,
And it's not where i grew up.
It doesn't have the memories and places that i love.
And if i had a choice,
I'd take the next plane back,
But i know i can't.


Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.

But at the end,
I can't do anything about it,
So i'll just do my best,
To try and be positive,
And make the best i can out of it.


Xoxo VeraVicious

7/30/2010

Guitar

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissapear.

Hey =)
I'm working really hard at learning to play guitar right now and i was thinking that i'd find some nice songs that arent too hard to play ;D So here you go xD

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.ultimate-guitar.com/print.php?what=tab&id=456800 <--- Your call, Secondhand Serenade.

http://www.chordie.com/song.php/songartist/Secondhand+Serenade/ <--- SS

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/m/mcfly/137842.html <--- Mcfly, i've got you

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/114554.html <---- Simple Plan, How Could This Happen To Me

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/165217.html <--- Simple Plan, No Love

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/54965.html <--- Simple Plan, Perfect

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/101061.html <--- Simple Plan, When Im Gone acoustic

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/f/flyleaf/137555.html <--- Flyleaf, Breathe Today

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/f/framing_hanley/weight_of_the_world_crd.htm <--- Framing Hanley, Weight Of The World

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/a/avril_lavigne/fall_to_pieces_tab.htm <-- Avril Lavigne, Fall to pieces

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/destine_tabs.htm <-- Destine

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/n/nevershoutnever/jane_doe_crd.htm <--- Nevershoutnever, Jane Doe



Xoxo VeraVicious

7/28/2010

Chaos

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I should have known for the beginning,
That you were to good to be true.
I should have really thought about it,
Before i gave my all to you.
I should have realized before,
That you are not worth crying for,
And most of all i should really stop loving you,
But that's the hardest thing in the world for me to do.

I love you,
I miss you,
I hate you,
All those mixed feelings,
But wich one is really true?
How am i supposed to know,
What it is i should do?
I just wanna get rid the pain,
Words cannot explain,
How i am tearing up inside.
Oh, i can't make up my overrunning mind.
Am i just simply going mad?
Can't take it anymore,
The chaos in my head.


haha yeah when i wrote this song (a pretty chaotic one xD) i was really confused 'bout alot and really tired 2 x'D


Xoxo VeraViciosu

7/23/2010

Living on..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't disepear.

I'm drowning in a sea of tears.
And there just keep coming more.
I'm surrounded by awful fears,
I'd wish i could ignore.
I'm trying to catch all the small pieces,
That are left of my soul,
But it's like trying to catch thin air,
Maybe there's just nothing left at all.
But when i start to think about it,
I really don't deserve his,
You should be the one dying inside.

I just wanna scream.
Hey, you, look what you did.
You pretented to really like me
And then let me down like this.
You went ahead and destroyed everything i thought i had.
And do you even care?
No,
No,
No,
No,
You'r just as carelessly living on.

Expect nothing and you won't get hurt,
That's my golden rule,
But this time i really broke it.
I guess i just thought you were different,
i guess i thought that this was real.
I guess i didn't think that this could happen again,
I guess i'll never understand.
I don't think you even realize,
That you have just destroyed my life.


I just wanna scream.
Hey, you, look what you did.
You pretented to really like me
And then let me down like this.
You went ahead and destroyed everything i thought i had.
And do you even care?
No,
No,
No,
No,
You'r just as carelessly living on.
Living on.....


Xoxo VeraVicious

here they come...

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

time for posting the songs i wrote while is was on vacatiooooon =)
:

I just wanna scream at you,
Wanna hit you in the face.
I just wanna say:
You broke my heart,
Tore my life apart,
You don't even realize,
Probably would'nt mind.
You must be a sick psyco of some weird kind.

I hate you,
So why can't i just forget all about you?
I don't ever wanna talk to you again,
So why do i keep talking to you on msn?
Why do you keep hunting me,
All i want is to be free!
All the things i'll never say,
Cus i'll survive as long as you'r ok.


so.... that one's not finnished xD obviously....
but i'll post more ;)
oh btw many of them are kinda the same cus there about one guy you know...

Xoxo VeraVicious