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12/09/2010

Broken Down

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.



I can feel the pain in the air,
It makes it hard to breath.
I wanna show you that i'll be there,
Whatever you need.
All of those tears you cry,
Now i just wanna see you smile.

If he could see you know,
Broken down,
I know that he would regret.
But he jumped down.
And he pulled you with him.
He hated his live,
But now he gave you that same feeling.

I hate seeing you this way,
I feel so powerless.
Just wanna make it okay,
So for a moment you'll forget.
That you hate living this way,
And that he left,
But you had to stay.

If he could see you know,
Broken down,
I know that he would regret.
But he jumped down.
And he pulled you with him.
He hated his live,
But now he gave you that same feeling.

Now he's moved on,
But you can't,
You are stuck.
Now his pain is gone,
But yours is still living on.

Xoxo VeraVicious

How does it feel

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Tell me how does it feel,
To live on the dark side of the moon.
How does it feel,
To see someones tears and know that your responsible.
Tell me is the grass really greener,
On the other side.
Tell me how does it feel,
To live in the shadow and never see the light.

Xoxo VeraVicious

I trust you with my whole heart.

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Cheeziest love song i've ever written hahah

Everything is quiet,
I look into your eyes.
I wanna stay here forever,
Not move until i die.
I love feeling your warm body,
So close to mine,
I won't ever let you go,
Until the very end of time.

Cus right now,
I can see my hole life flashing by.
And every single moment seems so useless,
Without you by my side.
Time stands still,
When you take me in your arms.
And i am so in love with this amazing chreature from mars.
Oh i won't ever let nothing tear us apart.


Oh in your eyes i see forever.
And your lips,
Their the best thing i've ever kissed.
And i love,
How you know me better then i know myself.
I could never get enough of all the sweet words you say,
And feeling your loving touch.

Cus right now,

I can see my hole life flashing by.
And every single moment seems so useless,
Without you by my side.
Time stands still,
When you take me in your arms.
And i am so in love with this amazing chreature from mars.
Oh i won't ever let nothing tear us apart.

Life,
Isn't always nice,
But i know we will always stand together trough the good and the bad times,.
Cus i,
Don't want us to ever be apart.
I trust you with  my whole heart.

Xoxo VeraVicious

10/07/2010

Memories

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Heeey =')
I've written some more to the song called Memories ;D

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The memories are everwhere.
I gotta escape,
Just gotta get out of here.
Go some place far away,
Where noone knows me.
And where's nothing that reminds me of you.

I've gotta escape,
From the heartake,
And all the pain.
Just wanna run as fast as i can,
So far away,
So i can forget about the pain.
And all my past mistakes.
I wanna be born again.
In a different place.

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Xoxo VeraVicious

Shadow

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

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My shadow,
Is stalking me.
It follows me wherever i go.
Oh shadow,
I disagree,
That's not what i am like at all.

You've got it all wrong,
You'r just a shadow of my past.
But i've come so long,
So i think it's for the best,
That you dissapear.
Get out of my head.
Leave me alone,
I'm not that person i once was anymore.

I've done stupid things in my past,
That i've sworn to never do again.
But those things have made me who i am today,
I don't regret,
I just try not to make the same mistakes.
Ofcorse i've done things that i'm not proud of at all.
Ofcorse i don't like some of the things i've done before.
But i can't keep living in the past,
I gotta live for tomorow.

So shadow:
You've got it all wrong,
You'r just a shadow of my past.
But i've come so long,
So i think it's for the best,
That you dissapear.
Get out of my head.
Leave me alone,
I'm not that person i once was anymore.

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Xoxo VeraVicious

Snowwhite

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Hey =)
My friend and me got the idea of writing a song about a fairytale.
Well we wanted to write about a inspiering fairytale that hasnt been written that much about so we choose Snowwhite x'D

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Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who is the prettiest of them all?
Answer me now, honestly!
Screamed the wicked queen.
Queen oh queen pretty as you are,
There is one prettier by far.
With hair so black and skin so white as snow,
She is so beautiful.
Kill her!
The evil witch screamed at her guard,
And as a proove, bring me her heart!
But the guard couldn't do it.
He couldn't kill the sweet snowwhite.
Run he said, run for your life!

Oh snowwhite,
Your beauty is taking it's price.
Jalousy grows into hate,
And there is no way to escape.

He ho, he ho, he ho, he ho.
And when the seven dwarfs came home,
They found a girl sleeping in theire beds,
A girl with skin as white as snow.
They became good friends,
And now snowwhite wasn't so alone.
They lived theire lifes happy and carefree,
If they only would have known!
But they had no idea.
That that one day,
When the dwarfs left for work just like always,
Everything would change.
He ho, he ho, he ho, he ho.

Oh snowwhite,

Your beauty is taking it's price.
Jalousy grows into hate,
And there is no way to escape.

Oh and time stands still for a view seconds, as i start to fall.
I can hear her laughing and realize the truth wasn't true at all.
And i am gasping for air, trying desperatly.
I open my eyes, look up and what do i see?
The evil witch looking down on me.
For the last time, cus now i'll finally be free.

Oh snowwhite,

Your beauty's taken it's price.
Jalousy grew into hate,
And there was no way to escape.

Apple so red,
Kiss of death.
Her soul so black,
Her jalousy took my life.
The only thing that can save me now,
True love confirmed with a kiss.
A kiss from my beloved prince.
And happily ever after will we live,
And what happened to the evil witch?
She was burned at the stake,
To burn in the eternal flame.

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i know i know it's loooooooooooooong!! xD

Xoxo VeraVicious

I hate who you turned out to be in the end.

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

hellleuuw =)

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I've got no in-spi-ra-tion,
You gave me wri-ters-block.
I had to many ex-pec-ta-tions.
But you dropped me like i'm hot.
You've taken all the collors,
And turn them into grey.
You've taken all the joy and,
Turned it into pain.

I don't love you,
Anymore.
No, i won't forgive you!
Leave me alone!
Stop hunting me,
Cus i will run!
I should have seen this comming,
All along!

Every memorie we've shared,
I'd wish i didn't remember.
And everything you said,
That i found out you never ment.
Did you just forget,
Or did you never really care?
Everything was just pretend,
So i'll just pretend you don't exist.

I don't love you,

Anymore.
No, i won't forgive you!
Leave me alone!
Stop hunting me,
Cus i will run!
I should have seen this comming,
All along!

I don't miss you,
I never wanna see you again.
I don't wanna stay friends,
Not even if you'd beg.
Cus i hate who,
You turned out to be in the end.

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Xoxo VeraVicious

Names..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

 
So i thought i'd just post this post with names for bands and song titles that me and my friend have come up with =) if you have any nive ideas or a good title that you want me to write a song with or anything, just comment ;D

 
  • Sunrise
  • Nightfall
  • Embrace
  • Mistery Mind
  • A Dreamers Heart
  • Miracle Heart
  • Breakaway
  • The Daredevils
  • Drowned
  • Ment To Be
  • A Gift From Faith
  • A Twist Of Faith
  • Mistery Mind
  • Passion Explosion
  • Funky Poison
  • Drowning In Dreams
  • Shiny And New
  • Madness
  • Funkbition
  • Lovin Life
  • The Young
  • The Imaginary Friends
  • The Imaginary Band
  • The Strangers
  • The Strange
  • Broken
  • The Other Side
  • Gone Bad
  • Funky Angels
Xoxo VeraViciuos

Embrace

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Helloo =]
Another song ;D

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We've all become some kind of robots,
Push the right buttons and we'll do just what you want.
Well i must be programmed wrong,
Cus I WILL NOT FOLLOW!
Mainstream clothes and maintream music,
Can't take those anymore they make me so sick.
Everybody tryin' to be normal yeah,
Dying to be populair,
well I WILL BE DIFFERENT!


You gotta embrace,
Who you are and not who they want you to be.
Don't have to play it save,
You can be whoever you want,
There are no rules to break.
Cross the limit,
Go to far,
Be an acception,
Dare to be special.


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Yup =)

Xoxo VeraVicious

Control

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Hey =)
Another drama song about a she x'D

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She,
Looks in the mirror,
So afraid of what she'll see.
She can not take it,
Crushes the mirror into pieces.
Fragile and small,
Just like what's left of her soul.

Her life slips by so fast,
She looses track.
Everything's all planned,
Nothing she can choose herself.
No one asks her what she wants,
Or what she feels.
She's always been a good girl,
Afraid.
But one day that all changed.
Her smile is fading,
She sees what she hates the most.
Once again it slips through her throth.
She is dying for some control.

She,
Looks in the mirror,
So afraid of what she'll see.
She can not take it,
Crushes the mirror into pieces.
Fragile and small,
Just like what's left of her soul.

Tangeled in a web of lies,
She sees her life flash before her eyes.
People are starting to wonder,
But no one dares to ask.
No one could have quessed that,
She wantet control that bad.
She's starting to feel the consequenses,
Of what she's been doing, so careless.
Her last scream for help,
Was unknowingly ignored.
So now she rests in peace.
She lost control.
 
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I think this is one of my best songs yet.......
I don't know if maybe it's because i know how the girl in the song feels or if it's just because i have written the song but i can really feel the pain.
If anybody didn't get it: It's about a girl with anorexia....
 
Xoxo VeraVicious.

Labyrint.

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Yo yo yo!
Another song written by moi :)

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The search for who i am and who i wanna be,
It just keeps going on it's driving me crazy now.
I wish i could just know about my destiny,
To help me in the search thorts my identity.
So many choices but wich one is right,
Who do i wanna be what do i wanna do with my life?

Look to left, to right,
How am i supposed to know wich way i should go?
It could be wrong, might be right,
Everything has ups and downs that nobody tells uss about.
There's not always an easy way out,
You always gotta read the small print,
Cus life's a labyrint.

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I will try to find guitar chords to it and post them here ;D

Xoxo VeraVicious

Going In Circles

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

It's like everyday's the same,
I really need some change.
It's like i'm just going in circles,
Not making any progress.
It's like the world's lost all it's colors and it's taste,
And i'm so sick of all the grey!
I'm starting to lose hope,
Slowly giving up,
I'm in a black hole and i'm totally stuck.

Hey hey,
I don't have anything left to say,
I've said it all,
I've done it all,
I've made all my mistakes,
And i've written it all down,
So what am i supposed to write about now?

I'm staring at a fly as it is sitting on the leftovers of the food i eat every day.
I'm watching some tv,
Changing the channels even tho i know exactly what is on cus it's always the same.
And i am wishing,
That i could think of something else to do then just to sit here and waste time,
But the unused hours just keep flying by.


Hey hey,
I don't have anything left to say,
I've said it all,
I've done it all,
I've made all my mistakes,
And i've written it all down,
So what am i supposed to write about now?


Xoxo VeraVicious

10/06/2010

Stuck (With guitar chords)

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.


Hii!! :D
This is the first song i've written with guitar, so i thought i'd post it with the chords! :D

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D - G - A - D - A - E

       D                 D                               D                          A      
I'm drowning in a sea of tears and there just keep comming more.
      D                    D                    G                 E  
I'm surrounded by awfull fears i'd wish i could ignore.
      D                        D                            D                  A                        
I'm trying to catch all the small pieces that are left of my soul.
      D                     D                                        G                  E   
But it's like tryin' to catch thin air maybe there's nothing left at all.


I am,
G
Stuck in a nightmare,
Lost in this big black hole.
Can't find my way back,
How do i get back home?
      
Cus i,
                                        A
Don't see anything i recocnize.
And i can't take it anymore,
              G  
All this denial.
               C
Won't an angel come and save me,
                           D
Cus i am stuck in hell.


G-E-G-D-A

      D                          D
It's night but there's no stars or moon,
      D                     G 
No light my life's a shadow.
          D                 D   
I can't find no inspiration,
      D                     G  E     A
I'm filled with only desperation.
      D            D
Everything i do feels useless,
 D                                   G                   E 
Like i'm walking but not making any progress.
       D                          D
I'm stuck between four hard brick walls,
      D                               A 
It's my fake life i'ts all just false.


I am,

G
Stuck in a nightmare,
Lost in this big black hole.
Can't find my way back,
How do i get back home?
      A
Cus i,
                                A
Don't see anything i recocnize.
And i can't take it anymore,
             G
All this denial.
               C
Won't an angel come and save me,
                            D
Cus i am stuck in hell.

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Like it? =D
I think i'm gonna make a Youtube video with me playing and singing it ;)
But i kinda really suck at singing and playing so....


Xoxo VeraVicious

9/07/2010

Can't think of anything but you.

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

My head is empty,
I'm staring at the blank page in front of me.
Trying to write something beautiful,
Something meeningful,
Something true....
But i can't find no inspiration,
Cus all that i can't think of is you.
So i can't think of any nice things at all.
All that i can think of is:

Everything you said,
The way you smile,
How much i hate you,
How i thought you were mine.
The way you said that you loved me,
That i'm such an idiot cus i couln't see,
Right trough your lies.

Staring at the blank page in front of me,
Trying to think of something nice,
That i could write about,
Just so could stop thinking of your lies.
And that it's been ages since i last smiles,
How do you do that again?
I don't remember,
All that i remember is:


Everything you said,
The way you smile,
How much i hate you,
How i thought you were mine.
The way you said that you loved me,
That i'm such an idiot cus i couln't see,
Right trough your lies.

I'm staring at the blank page in front of me,
And all that i can think of is you.
I'm staring out the window,
A tear rolls down my cheek,
And all that i can think of is that your such a pathetic sleeze.
So why do i still think of you,
Why do i still cry,
All those stupid things you do,
Why do i still wish that you were mine?

8/10/2010

Wheel of fortune.

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I, am slowly breaking down,
I think i'm losing the fight.
My life is the battleground.
Oh i'm getting closer to the edge,
About to lose everything i have.
That's when i realize...

I can't give up,
Gotta go on.
Until the very end of me,
I will fight as long as i can breathe.
And yes sometimes it will be hard,
But the wheel of fortune will not always be turned down,
Life's gonna turn around.

It feels like it's just me,
One human,
Fighting an army full of giants and supernatural beings.
And i don't know if i'll survive this,
But i'll use all the powers that's inside me.
Then if i die,
At least i know i gave them a hard time,
At least i know i really tried.


I can't give up,
Gotta go on.
Until the very end of me,
I will fight as long as i can breathe.
And yes sometimes it will be hard,
But the wheel of fortune will not always be turned down,
Life's gonna turn around.
The wheel of fortune will turn around.


Xoxo VeraVicious

7/31/2010

Back to pretending

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I'm trying to think of something else,
Trying not to be sad.
I'm trying to hold back my tears,
I just want all the pain to dissapear.
Cus i can't stand it anymore,
All the emotions.
Don't wanna feel it anymore,
Just wanna forget.

Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.

I'm sitting on a plane to where i live,
But that is not my home.
Cus even tho i live there i know it's not where i belong.
It's not where my best friends live,
And it's not where i grew up.
It doesn't have the memories and places that i love.
And if i had a choice,
I'd take the next plane back,
But i know i can't.


Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.

But at the end,
I can't do anything about it,
So i'll just do my best,
To try and be positive,
And make the best i can out of it.


Xoxo VeraVicious

7/30/2010

Guitar

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissapear.

Hey =)
I'm working really hard at learning to play guitar right now and i was thinking that i'd find some nice songs that arent too hard to play ;D So here you go xD

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.ultimate-guitar.com/print.php?what=tab&id=456800 <--- Your call, Secondhand Serenade.

http://www.chordie.com/song.php/songartist/Secondhand+Serenade/ <--- SS

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/m/mcfly/137842.html <--- Mcfly, i've got you

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/114554.html <---- Simple Plan, How Could This Happen To Me

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/165217.html <--- Simple Plan, No Love

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/54965.html <--- Simple Plan, Perfect

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/101061.html <--- Simple Plan, When Im Gone acoustic

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/f/flyleaf/137555.html <--- Flyleaf, Breathe Today

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/f/framing_hanley/weight_of_the_world_crd.htm <--- Framing Hanley, Weight Of The World

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/a/avril_lavigne/fall_to_pieces_tab.htm <-- Avril Lavigne, Fall to pieces

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/destine_tabs.htm <-- Destine

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/n/nevershoutnever/jane_doe_crd.htm <--- Nevershoutnever, Jane Doe



Xoxo VeraVicious

7/28/2010

Chaos

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I should have known for the beginning,
That you were to good to be true.
I should have really thought about it,
Before i gave my all to you.
I should have realized before,
That you are not worth crying for,
And most of all i should really stop loving you,
But that's the hardest thing in the world for me to do.

I love you,
I miss you,
I hate you,
All those mixed feelings,
But wich one is really true?
How am i supposed to know,
What it is i should do?
I just wanna get rid the pain,
Words cannot explain,
How i am tearing up inside.
Oh, i can't make up my overrunning mind.
Am i just simply going mad?
Can't take it anymore,
The chaos in my head.


haha yeah when i wrote this song (a pretty chaotic one xD) i was really confused 'bout alot and really tired 2 x'D


Xoxo VeraViciosu

7/23/2010

Living on..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't disepear.

I'm drowning in a sea of tears.
And there just keep coming more.
I'm surrounded by awful fears,
I'd wish i could ignore.
I'm trying to catch all the small pieces,
That are left of my soul,
But it's like trying to catch thin air,
Maybe there's just nothing left at all.
But when i start to think about it,
I really don't deserve his,
You should be the one dying inside.

I just wanna scream.
Hey, you, look what you did.
You pretented to really like me
And then let me down like this.
You went ahead and destroyed everything i thought i had.
And do you even care?
No,
No,
No,
No,
You'r just as carelessly living on.

Expect nothing and you won't get hurt,
That's my golden rule,
But this time i really broke it.
I guess i just thought you were different,
i guess i thought that this was real.
I guess i didn't think that this could happen again,
I guess i'll never understand.
I don't think you even realize,
That you have just destroyed my life.


I just wanna scream.
Hey, you, look what you did.
You pretented to really like me
And then let me down like this.
You went ahead and destroyed everything i thought i had.
And do you even care?
No,
No,
No,
No,
You'r just as carelessly living on.
Living on.....


Xoxo VeraVicious

here they come...

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

time for posting the songs i wrote while is was on vacatiooooon =)
:

I just wanna scream at you,
Wanna hit you in the face.
I just wanna say:
You broke my heart,
Tore my life apart,
You don't even realize,
Probably would'nt mind.
You must be a sick psyco of some weird kind.

I hate you,
So why can't i just forget all about you?
I don't ever wanna talk to you again,
So why do i keep talking to you on msn?
Why do you keep hunting me,
All i want is to be free!
All the things i'll never say,
Cus i'll survive as long as you'r ok.


so.... that one's not finnished xD obviously....
but i'll post more ;)
oh btw many of them are kinda the same cus there about one guy you know...

Xoxo VeraVicious

6/13/2010

Ginger....

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

Hi =)
I have an AMAZING friend, Ginger.
But she lives in the Netherlands and i live in Norway >.<
Anyways, i wrote this for her yesterday:

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Oh, distance is just a test,
 To see how far love can go,
And i think that we've passed,
Because i love you so.
And no distance,
Could ever make me forget,
About you,
And about the friendship between us two.
Noone can seperate us,
Because together we're so strong.
And we will always be together,
The distance doesn't matter.

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LOVE YOU! <33
visit her blog:  Just-ME it's AWSOME!!

Xoxo Veravicious

6/03/2010

Even more..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I'm just gonna post all the songs i've written the last weeks x'D

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You say you love me,
I'd wish i could believe you,
But i just can't.
You say you'r sorry,
I'm shure that that's true,
But i just can't forget.
That there's a hole inside of me,
And thats where you used to be,
It's where my heart once was,
But you tore it apart.

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You'r such a great actress,
I'll see you in Hollywood.
You pretended we were friends,
And it was all for your own good.
And i don't even know why
I stood beside you all this time.
I should have known from the beginning,
That you were never my friend to begin with.

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To the world she's a happy girl,
Always smiling being positive.
But inside her heart is bleeding,
Her soul is screaming.
She hates the lie thats called her life.
Her friends gossiping to her about eachother's lies.

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I'm gonna run 'til there is no place left to go.
I'm gonna scream 'til i no longer have a voice.
Gotta escape from everybody playing stupid headgames,
On me.
On me.

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Xoxo VeraVicious

More more more...

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

Hii =)
Some more beginnings songs i've written over the past view days:
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Do you get your joys in life,
By destroying other ones like mine?
Or does it make you feel good,
When you see our sad looks?
And does the pain,
That we go trough every day,
Make you smile because your life is so much better than ours?
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You think that your so much better than me,
Well i'm sorry but i disagree.
I can feel you look down on me
So full of proud,
From your own lonely cloud so high up in the sky.
Why do you think you'r so amazing,
And that i am just one big failure?

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more comming up ;D

Xoxo VeraVicious

5/18/2010

A song i found..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

Hi! :)
I tried to write a bit more to the song on the song in my last post, but i had a song from You Me At Six stuck in my head ALL day so i couldn't write :( :S xD (i really love that song that was stuck in my head).
But while i was on a dutch site i saw these song lyrics, that i loooove! It's a song written by Robin Van Taarling, he's in a band called Hells Chocolate. This is his emoscenenlbe profile: http://emoscenenlbe.ning.com/profile/RobinvanTaarling. It's called Army of Freaks:

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Waking up for all the rituals of society,

I wanna be what the mirror cant see.
But who on earth wants to see the real me,
my mask is hiding the inside thats empty.
Why am i so different in what I do,
I walk talk drink think and so do you.
I fight in my head, but i dont want to,
I cant be the only one, im one of few.

All I want is you just to know, I will cary this pain everywere I go,
and if you feel the same, then baby show, i will cary it for you untill your pain is gone.

If your different then join the club,
let me grab your ego and lift it up,
i got what you want, what our group needs,
and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

And listen, to the story of this song,
if they say youre not alrigt, then they are wrong!
I got what you want, what our group needs,
and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

The story of a damaged hearth,
that healed itself, butt still is scarred.
And with the love I cleaned my blood,
clearig the way for someone else its path.
Now let us show, what they dont know,
piece by piece this group will grow.
Baby, you reinvented love,
from now on my damn mask goes off.
*solo part*
All I want is you just to know, I will cary this pain everywere I go,
and if you feel the same, then baby show, i will cary it for you untill your pain is gone.

If your different then join the club,
let me grab your ego and lift it up,
i got what you want, what our group needs,



and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

And listen, to the story of this song,
if they say youre not alrigt, then they are wrong!
I got what you want, what our group needs,
and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

I wont just leave were I havent been,
I wont believe what I havent seen.
I wont give up after one fall,
I will simply just love U all,
Try to block your pain away,
so you can make it trough another day,
And none off you can fade away,
A leader that loves u anyway,

So, hey, just say, if your not feeling okeey,
anyway come here today,
to the army of the freeks^^


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yeah i really loove it so i just had to post it here ;D This one s definitly goin on my inspirationwall :D

Xoxo VeraVicous

5/17/2010

writing....

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

hii :)
i'll tell you my secret of songwriting:................... showering! xD
I ALWAYS get inspiration for a new song when i shower!
So... i just came out of the shower and i wrote a bit more on a old song, since i have decided that i wanna finnish all my half finnished songs before i start writing any new ones. Ive got around 20 unfinnished songs to finnish so wish me good luck! xD
Anyways, what i wrote today is a bit more to this song:

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The white beaches of her fantasy world,

Glow brightly in the sun as she wonders if she'll ever be able to move on.
And the sea is made of teardrops rolling down her cheeks,
She can't fight reallyity nomather how much she seeks.
She clearly remembers the pain of her old life,
And she has to fight all the time to survive.

She screams,
As shes falling down this big black hole that never seems to end.
Shes scared,
Cuz it feels like shes stuck in a nightmare.
And she runs,
But nomather how far she goes, the pain won't go away.
And shes slowly giving up...
Giving up hope.
Giving up love.
Giving up everytihing shes ever dreamed off.

She can't remember last time she felt,
Good about herself.
And she can't remember good memories,
Cus the bad ones are all she sees.

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The part thart thats written like this is what i wrote just now ;D

later!

Xoxo VeraVicious

4/05/2010

Scars

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.


hey :3

one of my half finished songs, called Scars ;)

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When your fall of a horse,
You're supposed to get back in the saddle again.
When you loose a beloved,
You're supposed to greeve, then get on with your life.
But is it really that easy?
How do you make the scars dissapear?
Or are we supposed to hide our feeling cus thats easier?

I feel lost without you.
I can't stand the emptyness.
I'm cold cus your armes arent wrapped around me.
I can't breathe cus when you left me,
You took away the oxygen
And all that i lived for,
Died with you.

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So thats what i have so far. I really want to make it a meaningfull song, so its really hard to finnish it, because i want it to like have a message, and a point, and be sad and encouraging (or however you write that :P) at the same time...


Xoxo VeraVicious

4/04/2010

Figure It Out

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

hi ^^

another of my old songs:

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1            I walked down the hallway,
1            I saw you standing there, 
1            I said ''hey'', but you just ignored me.
1            I remember asking you ''Are we ok?"
1            You just said ''I don't know'',
1            And walked away.
1            So what did i do to get treated this way?


I thought we were friends,
Well i qeuss i was wrong.
I thought we were close,
But now the distance is so long.

1            I can't even see you,  
2            Did you ever see me?
Or were you just playing around?
Maybe we both need time to figure this out.
Figure it out.



2            I can't remember when,
2            I can't remember why,
2            We started this fight.
2            You always lok so sad, 
2            But i am one step ahead.
2            I don't wanna cry, 
2            I just wanna get on with my life. 

        
1            I thought we were friends,
Well i qeuss i was wrong.
I thought we were close,
1            But now the distance is so long.
1            I can't even see you,
2            Did you ever see me?
Or were you just playing around?
Maybe we both need time to figure this out.
Figure it out.

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I wrote this song as a duet, so i wrote number 1 and 2 i front of the lyrics ;o. The stuff thats written like this is like ''backup vocals'' that the one thats not supposed to be singing sings xP
And the stuff thats written like this is the stuff that like both sing =3
It's kinda hard to explain but yeah...
Hope you liked it xD



Xoxo VeraVicious

4/03/2010

Proove it

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

hii =]
So i thought i'd post some of my older songs first ;)

here's one called Proove It:

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She was a smart girl, with passion and with a big heart.
She didn't have real friend, couse she was quiet, but she did her best.
But her best wasn't good enough for the boy she loved,
No her best wasn't good enough for the boy she love.

Now is her chance to proove that se isn't boring,
She's gotta go and stand for what she's feeling.
She's gotta be brave now, she can't be shy now,
She's gotta proove herself, shes gotta proove it.

He was a smart boy, with a passion for music,
He was goodlooking, a sport boy and he playes guitar.
The most popular boy, in the school,
But he was arrogant and he was spoiled.

Now is her chance to proove that se isn't boring,

She's gotta go and stand for what she's feeling.
She's gotta be brave now, she can't be shy now,
She's gotta proove herself, shes gotta proove it.

Five years later she went to another school,
Couse she was so lonesome,
He saw her walking on the street with her boyfriend.
She looked super, so he went talk to her,
but she said:
You had your chance, i did my best,
But you didn't so bye bye,
But you didn't so bye bye,
But you didn't so bye bye!

He had his chance but he didn't take it,
Now he regrets but she's finally happy,
She was brave now, she wasn't scared now.
She has prooved herself, she has prooved it,
She has prooved it, she has prooved it.

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Xoxo VeraVicious