Wheel of fortune.

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I, am slowly breaking down,
I think i'm losing the fight.
My life is the battleground.
Oh i'm getting closer to the edge,
About to lose everything i have.
That's when i realize...

I can't give up,
Gotta go on.
Until the very end of me,
I will fight as long as i can breathe.
And yes sometimes it will be hard,
But the wheel of fortune will not always be turned down,
Life's gonna turn around.

It feels like it's just me,
One human,
Fighting an army full of giants and supernatural beings.
And i don't know if i'll survive this,
But i'll use all the powers that's inside me.
Then if i die,
At least i know i gave them a hard time,
At least i know i really tried.

I can't give up,

Gotta go on.

Until the very end of me,

I will fight as long as i can breathe.

And yes sometimes it will be hard,

But the wheel of fortune will not always be turned down,

Life's gonna turn around.

The wheel of fortune will turn around.

Xoxo VeraVicious

Back to pretending

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I'm trying to think of something else,
Trying not to be sad.
I'm trying to hold back my tears,
I just want all the pain to dissapear.
Cus i can't stand it anymore,
All the emotions.
Don't wanna feel it anymore,
Just wanna forget.

Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.

I'm sitting on a plane to where i live,
But that is not my home.
Cus even tho i live there i know it's not where i belong.
It's not where my best friends live,
And it's not where i grew up.
It doesn't have the memories and places that i love.
And if i had a choice,
I'd take the next plane back,
But i know i can't.

Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,

Everything i had.

Gotta leave everything i care about,

All of my dearest friends.

Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,

Back to a place where nobody accepts me,

Back to the lies,

Back to my life.

But at the end,

I can't do anything about it,

So i'll just do my best,

To try and be positive,

And make the best i can out of it.

Xoxo VeraVicious

Guitar

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissapear.

Hey =)
I'm working really hard at learning to play guitar right now and i was thinking that i'd find some nice songs that arent too hard to play ;D So here you go xD

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.ultimate-guitar.com/print.php?what=tab&id=456800 <--- Your call, Secondhand Serenade.

http://www.chordie.com/song.php/songartist/Secondhand+Serenade/ <--- SS

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/m/mcfly/137842.html <--- Mcfly, i've got you

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/114554.html <---- Simple Plan, How Could This Happen To Me

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/165217.html <--- Simple Plan, No Love

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/54965.html <--- Simple Plan, Perfect

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/s/simple-plan/101061.html <--- Simple Plan, When Im Gone acoustic

http://www.chordie.com/chord.pere/www.guitaretab.com/f/flyleaf/137555.html <--- Flyleaf, Breathe Today

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/f/framing_hanley/weight_of_the_world_crd.htm <--- Framing Hanley, Weight Of The World

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/a/avril_lavigne/fall_to_pieces_tab.htm <-- Avril Lavigne, Fall to pieces

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/destine_tabs.htm <-- Destine

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/n/nevershoutnever/jane_doe_crd.htm <--- Nevershoutnever, Jane Doe



Xoxo VeraVicious

Chaos

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I should have known for the beginning,
That you were to good to be true.
I should have really thought about it,
Before i gave my all to you.
I should have realized before,
That you are not worth crying for,
And most of all i should really stop loving you,
But that's the hardest thing in the world for me to do.

I love you,
I miss you,
I hate you,
All those mixed feelings,
But wich one is really true?
How am i supposed to know,
What it is i should do?
I just wanna get rid the pain,
Words cannot explain,
How i am tearing up inside.
Oh, i can't make up my overrunning mind.
Am i just simply going mad?
Can't take it anymore,
The chaos in my head.


haha yeah when i wrote this song (a pretty chaotic one xD) i was really confused 'bout alot and really tired 2 x'D


Xoxo VeraViciosu

Living on..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't disepear.

I'm drowning in a sea of tears.
And there just keep coming more.
I'm surrounded by awful fears,
I'd wish i could ignore.
I'm trying to catch all the small pieces,
That are left of my soul,
But it's like trying to catch thin air,
Maybe there's just nothing left at all.
But when i start to think about it,
I really don't deserve his,
You should be the one dying inside.

I just wanna scream.
Hey, you, look what you did.
You pretented to really like me
And then let me down like this.
You went ahead and destroyed everything i thought i had.
And do you even care?
No,
No,
No,
No,
You'r just as carelessly living on.

Expect nothing and you won't get hurt,
That's my golden rule,
But this time i really broke it.
I guess i just thought you were different,
i guess i thought that this was real.
I guess i didn't think that this could happen again,
I guess i'll never understand.
I don't think you even realize,
That you have just destroyed my life.

I just wanna scream.

Hey, you, look what you did.

You pretented to really like me

And then let me down like this.

You went ahead and destroyed everything i thought i had.

And do you even care?

No,

No,
No,

No,

You'r just as carelessly living on.

Living on.....

Xoxo VeraVicious

here they come...

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

time for posting the songs i wrote while is was on vacatiooooon =)
:

I just wanna scream at you,
Wanna hit you in the face.
I just wanna say:
You broke my heart,
Tore my life apart,
You don't even realize,
Probably would'nt mind.
You must be a sick psyco of some weird kind.

I hate you,
So why can't i just forget all about you?
I don't ever wanna talk to you again,
So why do i keep talking to you on msn?
Why do you keep hunting me,
All i want is to be free!
All the things i'll never say,
Cus i'll survive as long as you'r ok.


so.... that one's not finnished xD obviously....
but i'll post more ;)
oh btw many of them are kinda the same cus there about one guy you know...

Xoxo VeraVicious

Ginger....

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

Hi =)
I have an AMAZING friend, Ginger.
But she lives in the Netherlands and i live in Norway >.<
Anyways, i wrote this for her yesterday:

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Oh, distance is just a test,
 To see how far love can go,
And i think that we've passed,
Because i love you so.
And no distance,
Could ever make me forget,
About you,
And about the friendship between us two.
Noone can seperate us,
Because together we're so strong.
And we will always be together,
The distance doesn't matter.

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LOVE YOU! <33
visit her blog:  Just-ME it's AWSOME!!

Xoxo Veravicious

Even more..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

I'm just gonna post all the songs i've written the last weeks x'D

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You say you love me,
I'd wish i could believe you,
But i just can't.
You say you'r sorry,
I'm shure that that's true,
But i just can't forget.
That there's a hole inside of me,
And thats where you used to be,
It's where my heart once was,
But you tore it apart.

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You'r such a great actress,
I'll see you in Hollywood.
You pretended we were friends,
And it was all for your own good.
And i don't even know why
I stood beside you all this time.
I should have known from the beginning,
That you were never my friend to begin with.

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To the world she's a happy girl,
Always smiling being positive.
But inside her heart is bleeding,
Her soul is screaming.
She hates the lie thats called her life.
Her friends gossiping to her about eachother's lies.

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I'm gonna run 'til there is no place left to go.
I'm gonna scream 'til i no longer have a voice.
Gotta escape from everybody playing stupid headgames,
On me.
On me.

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Xoxo VeraVicious

More more more...

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

Hii =)
Some more beginnings songs i've written over the past view days:
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Do you get your joys in life,
By destroying other ones like mine?
Or does it make you feel good,
When you see our sad looks?
And does the pain,
That we go trough every day,
Make you smile because your life is so much better than ours?
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You think that your so much better than me,
Well i'm sorry but i disagree.
I can feel you look down on me
So full of proud,
From your own lonely cloud so high up in the sky.
Why do you think you'r so amazing,
And that i am just one big failure?

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more comming up ;D

Xoxo VeraVicious

A song i found..

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music & love won't dissepear.

Hi! :)
I tried to write a bit more to the song on the song in my last post, but i had a song from You Me At Six stuck in my head ALL day so i couldn't write :( :S xD (i really love that song that was stuck in my head).
But while i was on a dutch site i saw these song lyrics, that i loooove! It's a song written by Robin Van Taarling, he's in a band called Hells Chocolate. This is his emoscenenlbe profile: http://emoscenenlbe.ning.com/profile/RobinvanTaarling. It's called Army of Freaks:

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Waking up for all the rituals of society,

I wanna be what the mirror cant see.
But who on earth wants to see the real me,
my mask is hiding the inside thats empty.
Why am i so different in what I do,
I walk talk drink think and so do you.
I fight in my head, but i dont want to,
I cant be the only one, im one of few.

All I want is you just to know, I will cary this pain everywere I go,
and if you feel the same, then baby show, i will cary it for you untill your pain is gone.

If your different then join the club,
let me grab your ego and lift it up,
i got what you want, what our group needs,
and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

And listen, to the story of this song,
if they say youre not alrigt, then they are wrong!
I got what you want, what our group needs,
and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

The story of a damaged hearth,
that healed itself, butt still is scarred.
And with the love I cleaned my blood,
clearig the way for someone else its path.
Now let us show, what they dont know,
piece by piece this group will grow.
Baby, you reinvented love,
from now on my damn mask goes off.
*solo part*
All I want is you just to know, I will cary this pain everywere I go,
and if you feel the same, then baby show, i will cary it for you untill your pain is gone.

If your different then join the club,
let me grab your ego and lift it up,
i got what you want, what our group needs,



and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

And listen, to the story of this song,
if they say youre not alrigt, then they are wrong!
I got what you want, what our group needs,
and im proud to be the leader of the army of the freaks!

I wont just leave were I havent been,
I wont believe what I havent seen.
I wont give up after one fall,
I will simply just love U all,
Try to block your pain away,
so you can make it trough another day,
And none off you can fade away,
A leader that loves u anyway,

So, hey, just say, if your not feeling okeey,
anyway come here today,
to the army of the freeks^^


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yeah i really loove it so i just had to post it here ;D This one s definitly goin on my inspirationwall :D

Xoxo VeraVicous